without YOU ; all i'm goin to be is INCOMPLETE...

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't want to make you face this world alone
I want to let you go (alone)
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

Sunday, October 22, 2006

haix so long never post liao...lols
sry sry

dun noe wad to do nowadays
so god damn boring
so r u boring too?
me...haix...isnt juz feelin boring onli
i feel lyk dyin of boriness
maybe i will act some jokes
on some of my posts?
i tink i will sure be so cold tht
u wont feel tht singapore is a hot country
lolz...lame~haix
but if u also have jokes too
care to share it wif me
thx

2dae even through de weather is rainin juz now
i am feelin so warm n im sweatin profusely
i even on de fan full speed blowin at me
DIRECTLY!!!
still sweatin...haix ltr my com get shocked

now nth to do
dun feel lyk auditionin
dun feel lyk eatin
dun feel lyk goin to sleep(i wake up at 12noon)
dun feel lyk watchin tv
dun feel lyk listenin to music
dun feel lyk playiin any games
dun feel lyk cyclin(de road is so damn wet)
JUZ WANNA ON AIR-CON
bleahs

is dis de way of life,lyk jay chou say,we muz have?
ting ma ma de hua?
i really tink de mre i listen to my mum
i will run slower
i will fly lower
ppl wont read de comics i draw(my drawin sux ok?)
ppl wont sing de songs i write(my sing n composin also sux ok?)

juz to give u my pt. of view ;
ur mum may not always be rite
but she sure tink tht she is always rite

1:18 AM without these ; all im goin to be is INCOMPLETE

Monday, October 16, 2006

2dae, my final exam is FINALLY over...
thank god it is Civil n moral eduaction 2dae...
if nt i woundnt have time to sleep, lolz
but even through de exam is over le
but y dont i feel so happy
i was SSSOOO eager for de exam to be over in de past
now i even hope de exam is still on
maybe becauz at home
i am SO-DAMN bored
hope tht my dayz in de future can be better in de future
even abit of fun is can be make my day happy...

2:01 AM without these ; all im goin to be is INCOMPLETE

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Ytd n 2dae TRY to play AUDItion after de 10/10 patch...
But DAMN THEM...
we cannot login...cauz we r STIFFYz...
when u wanna login in,there will be a pop-up,
"disconnected frm server"
WTF!!!
I want them to play me $$$,i dun care lor ...
me de time veri presious hor!!!
asiaisoft let me say dis to u!!!
*toot toot toot toot toot toot toot toot!!!*
go figure out wad is tht sentence

8:25 PM without these ; all im goin to be is INCOMPLETE

Sunday, October 08, 2006

hi all...im back with new lameshits
2dae so sianx

nth to do
nth to play
nth to eat
nth to listen
nth to have fun

noe all i can do is prepare for de lame art...mathz...eng oral n CME
but atleast get to play audition...hahaz..fun alwayz catch up at laz moment
so tell me if u got nice activities thx bb

1:18 AM without these ; all im goin to be is INCOMPLETE

Thursday, October 05, 2006

kao bei...2dae im goin to do de quiz...
saboed by elaine...aka sotong,BABE...?im not sure if im tellin de truth?
well here i swim...
*take a deep breathe*

1.Full Name ; Ng Sheng Zhe
2.Name Backwards ; ehZ gnehS gN
3.nickname ; squid , innocent squid , gay/les , starfish , lameshit...?
4.Place Of Birth ; SinGaPore...
5.Nationality ; I tink de quiz is challengin me ; seein who lamer izzit?
6.Current Rm ; My parents rm...with de com of corse...so sad it isnt my rm
7.Star Signs ; Cancer...1st stage but comin to 2nd liao...hahaz
8.religion ; Free Tinker
9.height ; At least 172cm le bah...?
10.weight ; 60kg...hahaz...im so fat...now in de zjf club...go figured out wad is zjf
11.shoe size ; Abt 10 to 11 le ba...
12.hair color ; Black n i maybe want to stay it dis way or i look lyk an alien
13.eye color ; Black n i still want to stay it dis wat...maybe for noe...
14.huu do u look lyk ; Everybody say my mum but i tink their nose veri longg liao
15.lefty or righty ; Rite...i everything rite...master eye ; leg ; hand n even my ear
16.gay , straight bi or others ; see my nick name...
17.best frenz ; 2 of them qihan n yong le...u will noe them if ur ex-peps
18.freind u trust most ; i trust everyone
19.best pal ; im not sure if really my eng really fail ar
but is there a difference between pal n friend...?
20.gd friends of de opp sex ; nope ; dis i cannot compare with shiah leei....hahaz
21.best buddies ; does de setterler's eng really fail...? i tink he/she really hopeless
22.boyfriend or galfriend ; both u forget my nick le mah...?
but dis i canoot fite with weisong
23.crush ; nope...im a innocent squid ok...
24.parents ; maybe...i dun feel lyk i have them...but where do i come frm then...?
25.enemy ; yar have ... time lor
dun tell me ur dictionary really no hate ar...?
26.fav online guy ; a guy frm KALonline...he is a guy frm usa
but too bad we lose contact liao cauz i not playin liao
he was my 1st online faraway teacher n a great buddy
27.fav online gal ; jingyu
28.craziest fren ; too close to call moz of my frenz r carzy...
29.advise frenz ; nope i alwayz solve things on my own
30.loudest frenz ; me,maybe some of u dun know but i WAS THE LOUDEST GUY
IN MY PRI SCH AS IN TOKIN...EVEN MY FRENZ COMPLAINED...HAHAZ
31.person u cry with ; all to myself juz in case i dehydrate
32.any sis ; nope...gd thing if u know my frenz sis
33.any bro ; yes n no ; if u know wad i mean...
34.any pets ; cauz not i am 1 myself
35.any diesease ; have cancer 1st stage...comin to 2nd liao...
i also have gayness n lesbianess
36.pager ; have but spoil liao...hahaz...even if not spoil i use for wad...?
37.personal mobile phone ; Y? u want me to teach u how to get 1st stage cancer...?!
38.phone ; which one TELEphone or HANDphone...
i really tink ur eng lousier den me leh...
39.hp ; u raelly want me to teach u de secret to 1st stage cancer?
40.(oppz imiss a qn)meanin of ur name ; a veri gd scholar but i noe tht their
nose is growin
41.lava lamp ; nope...but hopin for 1...but muz have pic of squid in it
so i can feel lyk swimmin all the time
42.a car ; maybe u shld ask for my age 1st
43.ur persnality ; does lameshit counts?
44.drivin ; not drivin ppl crazee yet but 1dae i hope i can do it
oopz my nose is growin
45.room ; my room is the master rm...hahaz
46.watz missin ; see my profile...i veri lazy to type again
47.sch ; ~~PEPS~~commonwealth... i lyk MOZ of it...not all
48.bed ; single n not hopin for king size cauz im not big...i juz need a LONG BED
49.relationship with parents ; wad r parents...?
50.believe in urself ; YES , especially when im goin to fly n touch the sky
51.believe in love at 1st sight ; yess...see y laz post for a story abt it...
52.gd listener ; yes n not cauze i didnt alwayz get full mark for listenin compre
53.get along well wif parents ; y u ask so chim?told u liao WAD IS PARENTS?
54.save email convos ; nope u r gettin lamer liao...gd for u not for me...
55.pray ; wad was i again free thinker?
56.believe in recarnation ; yes , it may not soundrite but im recarnated frm an......
innocent gay/les squid
57.make fun of ppl ; yar fun fun ... buti veri weird leh ... i dun do this on april fool's day
58.lyk to tok on phone ; nope i either sms or juz chat online...
59.want to get marry ; let me give u a hint ; im lyk yp ar mo nei
60.i luv to drive ; nope instead i got driven crazee by other ppl
oppz my nose growin again
61.motion sickness ; yar on bus , taxi , car n plane...there4 walkin is my bez friend hahaz
62.eat stem of broccoli ; i wanna ask u...do u?
63.eat chicken with fork ; if not wad do u eat with?
64.dream in color ; i almoz didn't dream...but when i do i dun even noe de color
65.i juz feel de imges in my head
66.role ; son , lamer , squid , gay/les , treasurer n also on de ground
67.sil sis n lotz ; i really need to be ur eng teacher...
68.sleep with stuffed toyz ; nope... but i sleep with hp n alarm clock hahaz
69.next to u ; comics , study table(which i dun usually use) , COMICS , n air
70.on the walls of ur rm ; posters(droppin liao) , n a chao chee white paint
71.on ur mouse pad ; wad can u even have there
...i tink u r really drink n drive ppl crazee
72.dream car ; as mini as it can be
73.dream date ; dun noe leh , did i say anything abt gettin marry?
74dream honeymoon spots ; juz in a cottage somewhere on a piece of greenland
...if im not dreamin...
75.dream hus band or wife ; dun noe...ur life life can juz change totally...
juz lyk dis *snap*
76.bedtime ; it is sth lyk a roller coaster ride
77.time of day ; 1800~0600
78.my worst fear ; failin my eng again n again n again n again n again...
79.the weather ; consider on my exp..iwould say its rainin...?
80.time ; 0323
81.date ; 6 oct
82.best trick i did on someone ; i forget liao hahaz
83.theme song ; where is the love by BEP n incomplete by backstreetboyz
84.hardest thing abt growin up ; de obstacles n tentacles
85.scareiest experience ; 1st time in haunted hse inETP...
tht time me n my frenz damn gay...hahaz
86.silliest thing i have ever say ; im clever...hahaz
87.most desperate things and funniest thing i have done to get the opp sex ;
88.so is moz desperate or funny? but i havent eithere do de moz desperate or
moz funny things
89.scariest things while you are with ur frenz; currently not...but in pri sch ; alwayz scared get hit at at de backside but my best friend so scary
90.worst feeling ; dun know where is north south east or west
91.best feelin in the world ; happiness =)

now for the veri fun part
SABO 6 ppl to do dis quizz...
for now i have veri few frenz link to me so i will tell u who get SABO...
in de future thx

11:17 PM without these ; all im goin to be is INCOMPLETE

Hi everyone...da jia ni hao mah...hahaz...if u dun understand chi..im sry...wad i juz say is ; everybody how r u...but too bad mt is over le lar...now muz train lit...everybody u r how...lame shit lar me tokin lyk yoda...orh ya i juz read a veri touchin story...eee...who even want to touch me,im so zhi lian lor...hahaz...hope u can juz go n have a look..its really nice n brings out de meanin of love...maybe de bad side of it...hope u lyk it n if u also have a story lyk tht...email me...but i dun tink urs is ascolorfulas her...http://universalbuddytripod.com/story.htm...but i hope u wont have maybe a love which is not as abit tragic as hers...gd luk in ur search for love...well i let u juz have a peek..."true love never has an endin"

4:54 AM without these ; all im goin to be is INCOMPLETE

Monday, October 02, 2006

bloggin in it class sia lar so siok ... hahahz...fun man...try try... dun know wad to say lar... sianx~~~? hahaz....anyone got any fun games recommend me....i dun care much abt exam so juz say it all out...juz tell me wad fun games has taken over ur life...SPEAK n u'll be HEARD...hahaz...i am so lame sia lar...

6:08 PM without these ; all im goin to be is INCOMPLETE